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Modern Cruelty

by Vivienne Monday

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1.
Rely On Me 04:26
Little sister with the sad eyes Tell me why you crying all night Dry your tears in the sunrise It all looks different in the daylight Just when you don't think you can get by When it all comes tumbling down Never forget that you can rely on me Heavy weather on the skyline The sea is darker than a red wine The wind is wailing like a banshee And I don't know what's coming over me Just when you don't think you can get by When it all comes tumbling down Never forget that you can rely on me Where's the fire and where's the spark? Where's the flame to chase away the dark? Let fly your wishes, unchain your heart Or this cruel world will tear your soul apart Just when you don't think you can get by When it all comes tumbling down Never forget that you can rely ... Just when you don't think you can get by When it all comes tumbling down Never forget that you can rely ... You got a whole lot things to learn You got a whole lot of people to see You got a whole lot of money to earn You got to know you can rely on me You got a whole lot of seeds to sow You got a whole lot of places to be You got a whole lot of shapes to throw You got to know you can rely on me You got a whole lot things to learn You got a whole lot of people to see You got a whole lot of money to earn You got to know you can rely on me You got a whole lot of seeds to sow You got a whole lot of places to be You got a whole lot of shapes to throw You got to know you can rely on me
2.
Beaten Down 02:46
My head is reeling, I've said too much This creeping feeling I've lost my touch There's something hiding, cold and hard In the deepest, darkest corner of this frozen heart Beaten down For all you've given up, it's not enough Coming round This feeling hits you like the morning sun Where the seagulls whirl and dive Where the wind howls and the breakers come to die She would walk across the sands In the twilight Beaten down For all you've given up, it's not enough Coming round This feeling hits you like the morning sun Beaten down For all you've given up, it's not enough Coming round This feeling hits you like the morning sun Beaten down Coming round
3.
This ain't no passing fascination This ain't no temporary state This ain't no overnight sensation And I'm prepared to wait I'm not asking for forgiveness I know the path that I must take This ain't nobody else's business And I have finally found my way So let me hold you close, my darling It's just you and me tonight Let me hold you close, my darling And you'll be mine until the morning light I'll be the shoulder you can lean on I'll be the hand that you can hold I'll be the wings that you can fly on I'll be the silver for your gold And I would swim across the oceans And I would walk a thousand miles Just to be with you for one moment And see that precious smile So let me hold you close, my darling It's just you and me tonight Let me hold you close, my darling And you'll be mine until the morning light And I love, I love, I love, I love you, darling And I love, I love, I love, I love you, darling And I love, I love, I love, I love you, darling And I love, I love, I love, I love you, darling So let me hold you close, my darling It's just you and me tonight Let me hold you close, my darling And you'll be mine until the morning light So let me hold you close, my darling It's just you and me tonight Let me hold you close, my darling And you'll be mine until the morning light Mine until the morning light Mine until the morning light
4.
I got buzzards in my backyard I'm too tall and I'm too thin Got more baggage than an airport And the rain is coming in Got an arts degree from Oxford But I don't recall a thing Cos you're in love with me What's not to love? I got nothing in the bank, babe And I just wrote off my car The only things I own now Are these clothes and this guitar But I'm lying in the gutter And I'm smiling at the stars Cos you're in love with me What's not to love? My hair is much too curly And my shirts don't fit me right My house is cold and empty And I just don't sleep at night I got just my heart to give you And two arms to hold you tight I'm in love with you What's not to love? I'm in love with you What's not to love? I'm in love with you What's not to love?
5.
Manhattan 06:10
Walking crowded streets in my rented shoes Past silent churches with their empty pews Feeling hollow-hearted cos I'm far from home In this neon jungle of glass and stone Something's different, forever changed Our collective psyche has been rearranged That fateful morning, out of clear blue skies Bringing down our dreams, right before our eyes Once, when the world was young and carefree Here, on this island crossed with scars We built towers tall and mighty Like stairways to the stars Bewildered faces, upturned eyes The dust that settles on our shattered lives Is this all a dream? No, no, it can't be real For perhaps the first time, this is fear we feel This gaping wound, this open sore Left a people stunned, provoked a holy war Bring forth the fires of vengeance, bring me your first-born sons We march to stop the slaughter with these loaded guns Once, when the world was young and carefree Here, on this island crossed with scars We built towers tall and mighty Like stairways to the stars Maybe we were wrong, maybe we were right It all looks so different in a different light Let us not be broken, let us not forget And this pointless waste might be worthwhile yet A sunny morning as I walk the streets A new day dawning in the city heat Older, wiser, maybe stronger too, I don't know Maybe something good out of this will grow Once, when the world was young and carefree Here, on this island crossed with scars We built towers tall and mighty Like stairways to the stars Once, when the world was young and carefree Here, on this island crossed with scars We built towers tall and mighty Like stairways to the stars Once, when the world was young and carefree Here, on this island crossed with scars We built towers tall and mighty Like stairways to the stars
6.
Moonlight 03:29
All hope is desperation A beggar at your sleeve I find faith in imagination This tapestry we weave This tugging at my heartstrings A pain I can't conceive Plays havoc with my feelings Every time I try to leave A comet caught in orbit A dog without a bone My peace of mind is forfeit There's nowhere I call home Snowfall out of season A foot without a shoe My life has got no reason When I'm without you Moonlight in your blue eyes Makes me feel like Everything is alright Moving through the shadows Lovers in the dark We can brave the slings and arrows Though some will find their mark We can try to disaffirm it Say that it's not there But everything confirms it This chemistry we share Moonlight in your blue eyes Makes me feel like Everything is alright Moonlight in your blue eyes Makes me feel like Everything is alright Moonlight in your blue eyes Makes me feel like Everything is alright
7.
My hands are shaking, my body's numb That fever hit me like the perfect storm No word of warning, bolt from the blue Head over heels in love with you I never said it was easy I never knew it could be so hard I didn't know that this feeling Could tear my world apart Love rollercoaster, a spinning wheel Not sure I'm coping with the things I feel She makes me holler, she makes me scream I can't escape her even in my dreams I never said it was easy I never knew it could be so hard I didn't know that this feeling Could tear my world apart All day waiting on a phone call Going crazy, was it something I said? All night staring at the same walls Going crazy over something she said No turning back now, a one-way ride I can't get off now though God knows I've tried My heart is pounding, my nerves are raw But that don't stop me coming back for more I never said it was easy I never knew it could be so hard I didn't know that this feeling Could tear my world apart I never said it was easy I never knew it could be so hard I didn't know that this feeling Could tear my world apart
8.
I'm not afraid to speak my mind any longer I'm not afraid to heed my heart I'm not afraid of these feelings getting stronger I'm not afraid of who you are Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Maybe the universe never meant for this to happen Maybe all this hope's in vain Maybe my heart could have read the signs better But all I feel right now is pain Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Better men than I have fallen in this battle And yes, it's true we all must die But isn't it better to be killed by your lover Than by regret that you didn't try? Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love and let it kill you Find what you love Find what you love Find what you love Find what you love and let it kill you
9.
Kitty Hawk 02:54
I can move any mountain, swim any sea Pluck a pearl from the ocean, and victory from defeat Anything you believe in can surely be done And any war that you're fighting will one day be won Somewhere above Kitty Hawk in the Kill Devil Hills Sunlight ascends on the wings of a dream No-one said it was easy to change what you are To fight with the river and tear down the stars Looking for something that nobody's done Don't believe there's nothing new under the sun Somewhere above Kitty Hawk in the Kill Devil Hills Sunlight ascends on the wings of a dream
10.
Say Goodbye 04:04
I don't want to know Where the four winds blow I don't want to dream Of what might have been Just want to be right here Keep this moment dear Sit and watch the rain Wash away my pain Every night I pray The stars will guide my way Such that one day I Won't have to say goodbye I don't want to know Where this river flows I don't want to see What might become of me Just want to be right here Bright and crystal clear Holding back the tide This secret world inside Every night I pray The stars will guide my way Such that one day I Won't have to say goodbye Every night I pray The stars will guide my way Such that one day I Won't have to say goodbye
11.
I met an angel in a bar in Galway city He was drunk and lonely and looking for a friend He told me stories of a war among the heavens Between the followers of reason and those who trust their heart 'Sit with me, won't you take some time Read between the lines of life What if I told you that it's all a lie Little certainties aren't true?' If we cry when we're lost and lonely Cry when we're hurt and scared Why do we cry, cry when we're happy? He spoke in riddles and his voice was like the ocean And his words were waves crashing down on me He saw right through me to a soul that I'd forgotten And he read my mind and saw my passions clear 'What's the price you'd pay for a love that's true Would you bring the world down on you? Would you risk it all for her secret smile For the flame that burns in her eyes?' If we cry when we're lost and lonely Cry when we're hurt and scared Why do we cry, cry when we're happy? If we cry when we're lost and lonely Cry when we're hurt and scared Why do we cry, cry when we're happy? If we cry when we're lost and lonely Cry when we're hurt and scared Why do we cry, cry when we're happy?
12.
Ghosts 03:22
When the room is quiet, the daylight almost gone It seems there's something I should know Well, I ought to leave here but the rain, it never stops And there's no particular place to go Just when I think I'm winning When I've broken every door The ghosts of my life Grow wilder than before Just when I thought I could not be stopped When my chance came to be king The ghosts of my life Grow wilder than the wind Well, I'm feeling nervous, I find myself alone The simple life's no longer there Once I was so sure, now the doubt inside my mind Comes and goes but leads nowhere Just when I think I'm winning When I've broken every door The ghosts of my life Grow wilder than before Just when I thought I could not be stopped When my chance came to be king The ghosts of my life Grow wilder than the wind Just when I think I'm winning When I've broken every door The ghosts of my life Grow wilder than before Just when I thought I could not be stopped When my chance came to be king The ghosts of my life Grow wilder than the wind

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released July 15, 2015

Words & music by Karl Clews, (c) Hornall Brothers Music Ltd
Except Ghosts, words & music by David Sylvian, (c) Chadwick Nomis Ltd / Virgin Music (Publishers) Ltd
All vocals and instruments by Karl Clews
Except lead guitar on What's Not To Love and Say Goodbye by Ciaran Storey
Recorded, mixed and produced by Karl Clews at Chez K Studio, Galway
Mastered online at LANDR.com

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Vivienne Monday is the alter ego of Galway-based bassist and producer Karl Clews.

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